If I treat everything as too precious, why start here? What does basically free writing at the internet do to help that? Why not change something that's actually going to affect your life?

Well, change is fucking scary.

That journey of a thousand miles crap has been floating around for centuries for a reason. Most of the time you have to take a step to begin. Move a muscle change a thought, as my therapist says.

This is my step; this is my muscle. If I try to pinpoint the first thing I was too precious about, I think it was writing.

So why not start here?